Suksy's Pensieve

Today, on my way back from office, while I was coming through vijayanagar, there is this stretch of poorly lit road. The road is good and it is a completely residential area. A Bajaj CT100 bike (KA02, EA5366) bike was going in front of me and on the extreme left corner of the road was a girl walking back, probably from college or tutions coz she had a knapsack on her back and she was moderately dressed, wearing a jeans and a fullarm sweatshirt. The biker, riding triples, suddenly swerved to the left and for a moment, I thought he is going to fall.. but he rode on, and the person sitting in the middle put his hand out and actually hit the girl on her back and the trio raced away. I rode my best to catch up with them but I was forced to brake as a kid came in my way! It was sickening.. Why can't a girl even walk alone that too at 2015 hrs in a completely residential area??? I dunno what the poor girl would have felt and I did not want to make her feel worse by speaking to her a...

Caution: Mature and explicit content.. No offence meant to anyone! I was reading the Times of India today when I came across this piece of news. C'mon.. this is heights of being stupid! If we still have people like that activist, we will never open our minds for advancing and India would still remain a "Developing Country". All the idiotic thoughts and feelings that are being expressed and advocated by the political parties and by the religious fanatics are all crap and bullshit! What is wrong if we advocate sex education to students in schools? What is wrong when telling out the truth that many girls would not be virgins till people marry them or that virginity is not a great thing!? What if someone prays with the footwear on? When the Vedas themselves advocate that GOD is omnipresent, isn't it foolish to remove the footwear only coz we enter the temple? Going by the logic, we should not wear footwear et all anywhere coz GOD is everywhere! Will anyone both...

Well, I was mentioning (or rather, bitching) about a "friend" who had ditched me for her carnal fantasies and had twitterred that she took revenge on me.. This post is an apology to her! She clarified to me by the means of a good long email that: She had hinted sex as a means of getting closer to me as a friend and when I had avoided it, she too avoided taking that topic out... and on thinking back, yes.. it was true.. she had avoided speaking abt the topic. She was getting connected to the net @ waterplaces coz she had put work in front of pleasure.. which even i normally do She had twitterred about "taking revenge" on someone else and the reason was personal, though she has mentioned it out to me. So, 'm really sorry yaar.. for having bitched about you. We remain, as ever, as friends with each other!

Well, after so much confusions and deliberations and asking people routes of places and road conditions, what I did this weekend would definitely not have been worth so much discussions. I spent this weekend the way I wanted with the company of my dearest darling! :) I stayed @ home, completed 5 books of Harry Potter, started the 6th, listened to more than 250 songs which were stored in my comp but did not have the time/patience/mood to listen to, Bought 6 packets of popcorn and finished 5. (The last one, I finished today morning b4 getting ready to office ;) !) Spoke to myself inside my house, acted dumb outside my house on my way to breakfast. Skipped lunch and dinner, skived off opportunities to go to my relatives.. Preferred loneliness.. did not go online, spare once to check my orkut scraps! Did not even want to do that, but I was expecting the scrap of someone special and that did not happen! :( This, for me, was how an ideal weekend should have been.. No disturbances fro...

Since mom is not with me, I'm considering a weekend getaway. Actually, am confused... (Yeah yeah.. nothing new for all the people who know me!!) My options are: I feel like taking my bike and going for a long ride into the wilderness, taking an unknown road, getting lost and finally, managing to return back to namma bengaluru safe and sound. I also feel like shutting myself inside the house, doing nothing all day but listening to music and reading.. this time, not forgetting to buy 5 to 10 packets of popcorn to give me company. I also feel like taking some official work home and doing it over the weekend, collating the data, preparing the DB and getting it to office once for all on Monday! I also feel like paying a courtesy last visit to all my relatives/known people in bengaluru once for all and then, get out of touch forever! I also feel like doing some good work for a change and washing my bike which has been a very good companion for me who is a loner. ...

I just reached home from the cremation of my late dad's only surviving brother. I have had quite a lot of scuffles with this uncle of mine and he was also suffering from a very long time, but that did not move me in any way. I had an opinion that he got what he deserved.. all this for what??? One main thing is that he made us homeless!!! Anyways, past things past, the only thing that came to my mind on seeing his dead body today is.. no matter what all he did, he was unable to even eat during his last days and there was none to take care of him.. the food that was being prepared for him by his family was pathetic.. as told by mom who tasted that yesterday. No matter how much he earned or how much he swindled or how many girls he had sexually/verbally abused during his tenure as a professor in one of the greatest colleges in shimoga, the final thing was that he suffered from a very very long time and there was none who could help him or take his suffering. He was meeting accid...

I somehow prefer orkut more than facebook or any other social networking sites. Linked-in is something completely different. It is more into professional networking. Orkut and Facebook are similar in their nature to get in touch with friends and other people you know, facebook has more fun forms in it like custom made applications which you can install and all those things.. but it is not that user friendly for a person who has been in Orkut from a very long time. Coming back to Orkut, I have found my childhood neighbours after a gap of more than 18 years. Would this have been possible in Facebook or any other social networking site? I dunno really. All that I knew of these people was the name and a vague guess about their place of residence. That itself worked out and I got back in touch with these people. Forget scrapping or exchanging contact numbers through that.. The best used part of Orkut is the interface b/n Orkut and Gtalk. Anyone whom I add on Orkut comes on my gtalk mess...

Well... okay.. okay.. I was a bit too idiotic to ask if people came to know what I am talking abt in my previous blogpost ... But yeah.. it is quite simple and quite close to what you people are assuming. But that made quite a difference.. Someone whom I had thought would be able to share my feelings with and who had told me that I am the male part of her psyche and our thinking was so alike just "ditched" me and as per her twitter update, she wanted to take "revenge" on me. I had considered her quite a good friend and I am told that "I lost interest" ... If I think back on my actions and ask Why, it is simple.. I did not bed her and I did not make any efforts to personally meet her and satisfy her lust! Sheesh.. The mails and the chats that happened prior to this were that I am a friend and that even if I don't have sex wid her, it is fine as long as I am there as a friend to share the feelings! And also, the reason told by them was that I did n...

It is 0400 in the morning and am awake from 2300. Am I doing a night shift, you might ask. No, I dozed off by 2130 and woke up again at 2300, dunno why and how my sleep lifted. From then, am tossing and turning in my bed and unable to catch sleep. Did not want to get online but no other option, me online! What do I do once am online??? I twittered... and am blogging now... I don't wanna get online on gtalk or yahoo coz my relatives in the US would be surprised as to what the fuck am i doing online at that time and will jump into unwanted conclusions... as if I care abt the conclusions they take abt me, but invariably, the conclusions that they jump into would be abt health and death and such stuff! Tried reading a book, that did not help.. tried listening to songs.. which did not help too.. finally, spoke with an ex colleague returning from her night shift and tried to sleep after that diversion from my thoughts.. was unable to do that too.. Last week, me was on a very very eventfu...