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Love...My comments (Update)

Here I go again...it happens the third time for me.... People tell me that they love me...they like me...and then ditch me and live me in dire straits.

It is true that once bitten twice shy...twice bitten and third time shameless... What about thrice bitten??? Habit (part of life!!!)

I recollect a dialogue from the movie DDLJ.

"Mrs Lucy theek hi kehti hai...aadaten agar waqt mein badli naa jaaye toh zarooraten ban jaati hain" - Chutki (Rajeshwari) to her Mom b4 the introduction of the main characters.

My experience of the first time has been told earlier. I had actually added the second time experience there too...but deleted it fearing someone. Now, I don't care. As Arun puts it, If I cannot write about my feelings in My blog, who can???

The second time was my neighbour...we interacted at first with a few messages. Then, she wanted to meet me (her bro was out of station). I went to her office and from there, went to CCD. She had a cold coffee (Cold Sparkle if I remember correctly) and I had an ice tea. That was our first date....

The prob with this neighbour was that she is of my age but married and seperated. So, had to be careful. I did not care abt things as long as I got someone who liked me. One evening, when I asked her to meet me, she scolded me left and right...I felt bad. I did not want to hurt her sentiments...so. did not pressurize her. Just left things the way they are. Our last conversation went like this...she wanted me to continue my friendship with her w/o the knowledge of anyone. I agreed.

Now, no messages, no calls, no looking at me, no smiles, no smirks, no winks.... Gr8 right??

The third time happened very unexpectedly. It was a far off relative...she might actually read this blog...No worries about that. As per her version, seems that she was kidding, just joking, pulling my leg. I took every damn thing seriously. To quote her:

  1. i really like you
  2. i really do
  3. like frm tan man and dhan
  4. i cannot sleep without talking to u
  5. i cant eat
  6. dont u c i dont feel hungry
  7. if my every word made you happy i would tak forever
  8. if my every move brings joy to u i'd dance for ever
  9. if my every step made ur life better i'd walk for ever
  10. ur love is my life wil u love me for ever
  11. walk down the alter
  12. m crying

And all this while, I was responding innocently believing all her words. Then, when she told that she was crying, I called her only to listen to her laughing aloud loudly telling that she was pulling my leg....

No wonder I keep feeling that none likes me and none is interested to speak to me. Is it a mistake that I believed her? Is it a mistake that I responded to her just as I was supposed ro respond???

Suksy, It is high time you realise yourself, your innocence, your being not mature enough, your mistakes, your habits, your potential and most importantly your stupidity.

This has become a part of life for me... feeling wanted but actually being unwanted :o)

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