Tell me, is everyone interested in giving me shocks??? My sister called me yesterday and instructed me not to fight with my mother or to shout at her… That did not affect me much, but what affected me was the tone in which she told it….she told it as if I kept doing that day in and day out!!!
Today morning, Mom shouts on me for trying to pull her leg mentioning that I was getting delayed for the cab….. I normally do that and she used to just smile or laugh aloud and proceed with her work… Today, it did not happen that way…. She shouted me and literally banged the vessel which she was using to cook breakfast for me… Never had I seen such a temper with mom.
Another shock that I got today was that Mom is speaking to me about my marriage… and has literally decided the day on which she is going to take my horoscope out for proposals… and when I told her my opinion abt marriage that I am better off alone and am not interested in marriage and such stuff, she did not accept it… dunno why… may be she felt that I am either not loving her or that I am not taking care of her properly!
Something has happened in Shimoga that she is getting all these thoughts…. She was the first person to oppose others and stand by me when talks about my marriage took place…. And I never agreed that I’ll enter a maritial relationship… I have made it clear many times and here it goes one more time… I DON’T WANT TO GET INTO ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!
That was on the personal front!! In the official front, Tiger is moving out into a different project and I’m goin to miss his guidance…. he was one person who was having knowledge in all modules of our project and readily approachable for any help at any time of the day… Not that I used to approach him always but I used to approach him at times and he had recognized my knowledge, which, unfortunately, very less people in my current office have!
All sorts of trainings are happening and I’m realizing that my knowledge of the subject matter is more deep than I ever thought it was… Never did realize that my doubts (of whether a thing was correct or wrong) were unwarranted for and my knowledge in this was absolutely correct!! WOW!!! Shocking isn’t it???
Today morning, Mom shouts on me for trying to pull her leg mentioning that I was getting delayed for the cab….. I normally do that and she used to just smile or laugh aloud and proceed with her work… Today, it did not happen that way…. She shouted me and literally banged the vessel which she was using to cook breakfast for me… Never had I seen such a temper with mom.
Another shock that I got today was that Mom is speaking to me about my marriage… and has literally decided the day on which she is going to take my horoscope out for proposals… and when I told her my opinion abt marriage that I am better off alone and am not interested in marriage and such stuff, she did not accept it… dunno why… may be she felt that I am either not loving her or that I am not taking care of her properly!
Something has happened in Shimoga that she is getting all these thoughts…. She was the first person to oppose others and stand by me when talks about my marriage took place…. And I never agreed that I’ll enter a maritial relationship… I have made it clear many times and here it goes one more time… I DON’T WANT TO GET INTO ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!
That was on the personal front!! In the official front, Tiger is moving out into a different project and I’m goin to miss his guidance…. he was one person who was having knowledge in all modules of our project and readily approachable for any help at any time of the day… Not that I used to approach him always but I used to approach him at times and he had recognized my knowledge, which, unfortunately, very less people in my current office have!
All sorts of trainings are happening and I’m realizing that my knowledge of the subject matter is more deep than I ever thought it was… Never did realize that my doubts (of whether a thing was correct or wrong) were unwarranted for and my knowledge in this was absolutely correct!! WOW!!! Shocking isn’t it???
Comments
Cheers
me