Skip to main content

Random Thoughts - Utterly miserable feelings

Just a few thoughts that have passed through me on Saturday and Sunday.....

  1. Was it fair on my part to take unauthorised liberty of my being the whole and soul of this office and attending the Blog-A-Loreans meet Saturday?
  2. Was it fair on my colleagues who just fled the office on that day coz I was not @ office?
  3. Was it fair again on my part to give an early EOD for the people coz none of us know about our where-a-bouts on 28/29 July.
  4. Am I taking advantage of Narayan's goodness that I'm forcing him to accompany me to wherever I go and do only whatever I want? Though he does the same happily...
  5. RKP is having some problems and is not willing to share them... I am not used to him musing on something and I want to be wid him to bring him back to his good old sense.. am tryin but unable to....... coz the both of us r unable to meet each other personally. Everytime i call him, he says it provides him some relief, but I am of the opinion that a face 2 face interaction is reqd. to get rid of all troubles at once.
  6. Am I going to know something about our future? Are we actually going to get some work or are we going to sit jobless?
  7. Why has she stopped talking to me? What wrong did I do? When?
  8. She was admitted to a hosp and I did not know what to do? Do I visit her or not? Do I meet her or not? Will she like it if I met her?
  9. I did not meet her and is that the reason she started interacting wid me normally? Though I still don't have her contact number..
  10. Why r others also not speakin to me or interactin wid me? Is it that I am not worth being cared for? Or is it that I am too confident and I show myself too confident that none feels like thinking abt me or carin for me?

I know all the above would come under Rants.. but I am just giving a vent to my thots.. no matter who reads my blogs or what they think of me...

I remain...

EGOISTIC!

Labels:

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Secularism -- Majority and Minority

This post is not dedicated to anyone and is just a forwarded email which has been copied and pasted over here... and i am forced to assume that this is the truth! I had posted earlier on the same topic and here i go again! Talking abt majority and minority as a part of the comments in my previous post, i was forced to put this in points below: 1. Do you consider that - Sanskrit is communal and Urdu is secular, Mandir is Communal and Masjid is Secular, Sadhu is Communal and Imam is secular,VandeMatharam is communal and Allah-O-Akbar is secular, Shriman is communal and Mian is secular, Hinduism is Communal and Islam is Secular? 2. Why Godhra is blown out of proportion, when no-one talks of the ethnic cleansing of 4 lakh Hindus from Kashmir? 3. When Christian and Muslim schools can teach Bible and Quran, Why Hindus cannot teach Gita in our schools? 4. When Haj pilgrims are given subsidy, why Hindu pilgrims to Amarnath, Sabarimalai & Kailash Mansarovar are taxed? 5. If Muslims & C...
10 comments
Read more

The Truth - "Kannada Barutha"??? Kannada barbeku!

"Kannada Barutha??", ah! I am sure most of you in Bangalore would have heard this, but what is "kannada barutha?" here it goes. Bangalore the IT capital of India , the silicon city and now a Metro city opened its gates to almost all kinds of people. Very evidently the recent poll census proved that there are only 47% of original inhabitants in Bangalore/bengaluru. The life style of the city has seen a gradual change with Pizza Corners replacing MTR's, classy eat out's replacing "Vidyarthi Bhavans" and flashy pub's replacing all our "Mahalakshmi wine shops". "Change is inevitable" from the days of BEML, HAL and BHEL to INFOSYS, WIPRO; Bangalore has a new look now on the world map. Gone are the days where a typical Sunday for any bangalorean was a nice romantic walk on the pavements of "LALBAGH...", "rave idli and coffee.." at the nearest yet old looking MTR and a wonderful Annavra film either at Santosh o...
11 comments
Read more

Love or Infatuation

Infatuation is instant desire. It is one set of glands calling to another. Love, on the other hand, is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows - one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity, you are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real, it gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warned by his/her presence, even when is away. Long distances do not separate you. You want him/her near, but near or far, you know he/she is yours and you can wait. Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him/her." Love says, "Be patient, Don't Panic. He/she is yours. Plan your future with confidence." Infatuation...
8 comments
Read more