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Manifestations of a Psycho

I am again wondering what is wrong in me or wid me or how is everything happening to me or how am i able to notice everything that is happening!

All emotions come in a single day... so, unable to change the mood on facebook or update twitter or change the status message on Gtalk!

At times, i feel very senti.. and mental at times
At times, i feel lovable... and at times, lusting
At times, i feel like the entire world is wid me... and at times, against me
At times, i feel like jumping with joy.. and will get into depression the next moment
At times, i feel that i don't wanna socialise and the same moment, I'd be on a call or on orkut scrapping or on gtalk chatting
At times, i feel it better to keep quiet and not speak at all.. and then, i'd be blabberring all round
At times, i feel like running away from the world.. and at times, i feel the world is extremely loveable
At times, i think abt getting A's number and calling her.. and then, at times, i feel that it is not the only thing
At times, i feel like quitting.. and again, i feel like fighting to my level best and to "Push the limits"
At times, i feel rebellious.. .and at times, the most sincere son/brother/relative that people might have
At times, i feel pitiable .. and at times, hideous
At times, i feel as if "jo bhi hota hai, acche ke liye hota hai" and at times i feel.. "yeh sab kyun hota hai???"
At times, i feel that there is none for me, wid whom i can share everything.. and this feeling continues always!

A few of the moods which I have been through in the past 2 days:

Sadist yet Generous
Happy yet Depressed
Angry yet Thankful
Crazy yet Eccentric
Loveable yet Lusting
Talkative yet Silent
Adventurous yet Quiet
Worthy of something yet Undeserving of everything

If you've watched "SPEED" you'll get to know a dialogue... "Poor people are Crazy, Jack, I am eccentric" -- Howard Payne to Jack Travens at the underground rail station after taking Anne for Hostage...

I am unable to decide whether I am crazy or eccentric!!! But one thing for sure.. I am abnormal!
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