It is 0400 in the morning and am awake from 2300. Am I doing a night shift, you might ask. No, I dozed off by 2130 and woke up again at 2300, dunno why and how my sleep lifted.
From then, am tossing and turning in my bed and unable to catch sleep. Did not want to get online but no other option, me online!
What do I do once am online??? I twittered... and am blogging now... I don't wanna get online on gtalk or yahoo coz my relatives in the US would be surprised as to what the fuck am i doing online at that time and will jump into unwanted conclusions... as if I care abt the conclusions they take abt me, but invariably, the conclusions that they jump into would be abt health and death and such stuff!
Tried reading a book, that did not help.. tried listening to songs.. which did not help too.. finally, spoke with an ex colleague returning from her night shift and tried to sleep after that diversion from my thoughts.. was unable to do that too..
Last week, me was on a very very eventful trip to Madurai, Rameswaram, Thiruchendur and Kanyakumari.. And if you get it that all the four are temple towns in Tamilnadu and you start wondering what events would have happened in the trip, lemme tell you this... everything that happened caused me great happiness.. and I want to carry the memories of this trip and the previous trip to Rameswaram forever with me without sharing with anyone and probably, carry the same to my grave!
And if any of the events and the discussions for the future become true, I'll be thankful for my own decision of having gone to this trip and having discussed the same!
Am I telling everything out??? Is this enough to make some assumptions as to what might have happened in the trip? Only a very few close friends know enough to assume stuff which is close to the truth.. all the other assumptions, pls put them as comments.
Lemme try and catch some sleep.. I still am not feeling sleepy but lemme force myself to sleep so that I can have a good weekend. Chao till next post! [:)]
From then, am tossing and turning in my bed and unable to catch sleep. Did not want to get online but no other option, me online!
What do I do once am online??? I twittered... and am blogging now... I don't wanna get online on gtalk or yahoo coz my relatives in the US would be surprised as to what the fuck am i doing online at that time and will jump into unwanted conclusions... as if I care abt the conclusions they take abt me, but invariably, the conclusions that they jump into would be abt health and death and such stuff!
Tried reading a book, that did not help.. tried listening to songs.. which did not help too.. finally, spoke with an ex colleague returning from her night shift and tried to sleep after that diversion from my thoughts.. was unable to do that too..
Last week, me was on a very very eventful trip to Madurai, Rameswaram, Thiruchendur and Kanyakumari.. And if you get it that all the four are temple towns in Tamilnadu and you start wondering what events would have happened in the trip, lemme tell you this... everything that happened caused me great happiness.. and I want to carry the memories of this trip and the previous trip to Rameswaram forever with me without sharing with anyone and probably, carry the same to my grave!
And if any of the events and the discussions for the future become true, I'll be thankful for my own decision of having gone to this trip and having discussed the same!
Am I telling everything out??? Is this enough to make some assumptions as to what might have happened in the trip? Only a very few close friends know enough to assume stuff which is close to the truth.. all the other assumptions, pls put them as comments.
Lemme try and catch some sleep.. I still am not feeling sleepy but lemme force myself to sleep so that I can have a good weekend. Chao till next post! [:)]
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yeah, that is a good material for another blog post! :)